I have to be stronger. I really want to be stronger. Being strong is nothing but knowing the exact point I am going forward to and having the strong determination and perseverance to stand up every time I fall. I know so many things about strength but I just don't go according to my knowledge. It may be because I have hesitated about a lot of things and my self confidence has gone worse the past period of my life. However, I have learnt many things that can rebuild my strength firmer. I will regain my strength because I have to and I need to. I have to be strong and I will do my best to bounce high again, as life is not all about being up or even being down, it is about managing the balance between them. The courage to stand up after being down and the wisdom to never give up when things are about to turn wrong. That's why I will be stronger.
Tuesday, May 2, 2017
I can't have everything in the world just by wishing. I have to give up on something big in order to gain something even bigger. There is nothing in this world is as easy as dreaming. However, there is nothing in this world is as worthy as achieving a long life dream after fighting that long to get it. Ripen fruits are the most delicious, yet they need just their right time to ripe this sweet. A little more persistence, a little more effort and a little more faith in myself, I think everything I want and need will find its way eventually.
at 6:44 PM
Friday, April 14, 2017
Some things can only happen when we are persistent enough letting them happen. Just like sincerity can move mountains, persistence can make miracles happen. Sometimes, I feel that certain things can only be seen if I persist and never give up. I did it once, I persisted in doing that one thing, it was nearly impossible to be done, yet I never gave up. I have failed times and times, but it was something I really needed,maybe that's why I could not give up easily. That was the one time I remember clearly that my persistence and first of all God allowed it to happen. I wonder if all things I dream of would be placed before my eyes if I had the enough determination and persistence to let them happen? Am I not doing my very best and instead making enough excuses for my heart to move on quickly and give up? What if I persist on this one thing again? What if I never give up once more?
at 4:03 PM
Sunday, April 9, 2017
Someone who tells you how good you are, someone who tells you how kind you are and someone who tells you how beautiful you are. Sometimes all needed is someone who tells you the things that you could not tell yourself for years, the things that can make your heart feel much lighter or the things that can be the pushing power you have been missing all that time.
Some people have such power, the power to make you feel yourself in the best and the most amazing state. However, not every time you need that someone, you can find him. Life is not a thing that we can figure out easily, so waiting for someone to tell you beautiful things is like waiting for the rain to fall down on Earth. Today may be raining, but the next few days may be dry. Let yourself be the One who tells you the best words in your life.
You may not feel the beauty within you most of the times, but you can remind yourself from time to time of the best features of your soul. You are the best and the most worthy person in the world the moment you believe it. You are amazing when you are your true self. Nothing can break you unless you allow yourself to be broken.
Positive vibes? Motivational thoughts? Inspirational words? All those amazing term exist in your heart and your soul. This is not exaggerating, this is a fact. When we were kids, old people used to teach us that within our souls, there is the good half and the bad half and what we allow to grow will be the one dominating. So, we grew up trying to allow the good half to dominates. This is very equal to the fact that all motivation and inspiration exist within us, all we have to do is to make them dominate and make them our identity. We are positive and cool.
What if you are lacking? What if you are ugly? What if you are handicapped? Do you think these terms were born with humans? No, absolutely not, such terms were said by people like us like some sort of description. The most successful people in the world are the ones who refused to give in to such claims. The real meanings are some else; Ugly people are the intentional wrongdoers. Lacking people are the ones who leave themselves be invaded by their shortcomings and handicapped people are the ones whose minds are stopped and whose souls are defeated. I believe that this is the real meanings of those words. So, for me, this is the reality. What you strongly believe in is your reality and even your identity. Then, what will you be believing in the remaining time of your life? And what will be your identity?
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Friday, April 7, 2017
Memories keep flowing; really passionate and heart aching ones. Now I feel blessed for having sweet memories to rely on. People I loved and cared for even if they are not here anymore, they are craved in my memory that I keep hearing their laughs in my ears. I miss them and wanna go back with time to that time when we were all breathing. Now, I can only pray for their peace and say: I loved you, I love you and I will always be loving you while living with your memories. And because this is how is life keeps going, it's fine.
at 4:28 PM